Braced.

Last tuesday I got braces. (july 21st) They really aren't that bad. They are clear so you can't see them as much as regualr braces and you can't see the hardly at all in pictures. The spacers killlled and everyone who has/had braces tolded me that the braces hurt like just as much. They don't. The braces make it just a little bit trickier to eat, because food gets stuck in them, but they don't hurt really at all! i don't have the bottoms on yet. I'm getting those in 3-4 months.
My sister actually has been pretty good lately. I dont know if she smokes but now i dont even care anymore. I mean, it's her body that she's doing damage to, not mine.
I've been feeling really wierd lately and i dont know why. Like one day i will feel so confident and pretty and the next feel really insecure and ugly. It's strange.
Ben's got a new girl, her name is Sydney and she's really pretty. I'm going to try to keep going with Ryan. he seems like a really nice boy and that's what i need.
I'm getting sorta excited for school to start up again. But, i know once that first day is over i'm going to want it to be summer again. I hope I don't feel like afreshman still. My fried Joe from St.Louis is coming to DHS. It's pretty excited because I know he will be glad to see me (:
I'm really tired so im going to go to bed. Goodnight <3