FML.

so these last two days have been totally suckish. I feel like i seriously have NO ONE and that no body even wnats me anymore ):.
My sister came home from college and i dont like her all that much. she sued to be so fun to hang out with but like ever since high school, shes been a total bitch like all the time. She yells and complains that she is fat every single friggen second and that has an affect on me and i dont think that she realizes that. I am 15 years old and I feel like i know better than she does. like today she left all her shit in the bathroom and i went in and found a box of cigarettes in her purse. She should know better than to smoke, really she should. Also on her facebook she says that she is out getting drunk which is so fucking stupid. My dad was in a drunk dirving accident and he got a bruise on his brain and was in a coma for 3 months. so, she should know not to do drink.
I really dont undertstand why people feel the need to do drugs and smoke and drink. 1) it's disgusting!!! 2) why would u wanna mess up ur body?? and 3) it is really scary for the people around you.
I used to look up to my sister, but not that much anymore. I feel like i am loosing her and I wnat the old her back. Even if she acts bitchy that's okay as long as she's not hurting herself or complaining about her body. If she's taht unhappy about it than do something about it. don't just sit around on ur lazy ass all day. GET UP AND MOVE. It won't kill you (although if she keeps smoking she will kill herself eventualy). )':
I have been needing to cry like for 2 days now and im sick of crying. Im sick of just sitting her by myself and laying around. I need a new life.